I think……

She digs it man, especially that warm floor I guess? As you can see, she’s still not eating very well. I don’t know whether it’s her butt gland or teeth, or she doesn’t feel good. I don’t know…

Like I said, we’re doing this in a trial by fire so we’ll figure it out as the days go by…..

And yes, she is harnessed!

Right now…..

We are in a trial by fire! I’ve never had a dog on the road with me. So this will be an interesting test!

Other than forgetting her bed, her humping bed and her leash. I think we can figure this out!

Do need some climbing pieces so she can roam while I sleep. Oh and a hamster water bottle! Other than that…..

Must say a thank you to uncle Scotty for picking her up! He saved the day! A little late buts it worked out!

I also need to get her a brush and see if I can’t get some of that plaque off her teeth! If not I’ll figure it out like I always do!

Last night I left the lights on for her first night in the truck! Oddly since I walked her before bed. She neither pooped nor peed in the truck all night! I do have to break her of the habit that every time I open the door we’re going for a walk!

Over all good transition! Oh and if there was any food on the floor? It is now gone!

I am still sick af! The runny nose has started…..

Are you high bro……

I told the ex old lady I don’t wanna be within 50 fucking miles of her. It’s only been five days since this shit has started and she’s already fucking lied. Multiple times!

I’m not giving her any chances to fucking lie some more…..

I joined……

A few divorcing men’s chat rooms or message boards. Specifically designated for wives who self medicated.

God, damn, you should hear the fucking horror stories these dudes talk about!

Now like on the divorcing women message boards. It’s all pretty much the fucking same. But the horror stories are unfucking believable.!

Some of you lads and lasses are some really fucked up people…..

And I too……

From a completely different perspective, the whole story changes!

See the whole concept of the security cameras was one to help. Keep the place safe. Two to help keep me safe from my youngest. We’ll talk about that in divorce court……

Only thing I will mention now is when she was going through her self harm suicide phase. Isf she went into one of those rampant manic episodes with screaming and yelling and door slamming and all that shit. You never let her sit there alone with that door shut! You always made sure that you could see her or hear her after one of those fights……

You will also notice that when she produces that video, the video is taken to benefit her perspective!

Remember, go back to the beginning of this text. Self harm suicide…

I don’t care if you had to fucking break the door down and wrestle her to the ground. After one of those episodes, you never let her sit there by herself.! Some fatherly advice!

Good luck with that!

Workplace……

Harassment by proxy is a thing….. and it probably shouldn’t be done to a federally licensed truck driver.…..

I use the……

Words, Cunt, bitch, cocksucker – not my fav, motherfucker, fucker, shithead, stoner, shit, bag, cockroach, dickhead, dildo, Cunt – still my favorite, and all the other various nefarious expletives…..

I am a truck driver, those words and others like those words flow out of my mouth like vomit after a hard night of drinking!

So if for some reason, I either call you a Cunt or a bitch. In person or in text remember that’s how I speak every day…..

So y’all stop being Cunt and get your fucking asses back to work!

What I look like after a shower sick as fuck!

It’s like this blog……

How many times has your IP pinged this blog?Just so you know what I’m saying next and hope you can use it against me?

What am I doing? By doing all this talking on this blog? Well, I’m helping your case right?

Oh and yesterday’s…..

Festivities were brought to you by my daughter crissy! Who once again textly and rudely, chastised me! For what? Ain’t got a clue!

Yet that’s the last fucking time, well cus, I turned her phone off! Why would I pay $100 a month for a young lady to constantly demean and chastise me for shit I didn’t do!

Yet you will notice, she is today mom’s best friend! Odd, cus she hated her not to long ago…..

Which reminds me, I wonder if the old lady has yet connected what she is doing now is just a different form of what I was doing earlier? Rejection breeds rejection!

The only difference is, I don’t have a woman’s group to fill my head with constant propaganda bullshit!

There is an old saying, “ misery loves company! “ wasn’t it misery that started that woman’s group?

No, man…..

I’m just doing my thing! I can tell the stress is getting to me! I’m sick af! To the point I’m actually going To pay for a shower…..

This whole experience is reaffirming to anyone who is anti social! That anti social is the way to be! If you had trust issues before! Oh you will definitely have trust issues after!

You thought your significant other was a bitch, cunt, whore, cockroach, looser, asshole, mother fucker, cocksucker before! Just wait, you will think much worse of them after!

What is the big issue this week? The dog! Ok the dog has been the issue this whole time! Last month she would let the dog sit in the house 24 -26+ hours no food, not being let outside and then telling me. Oh, it’s ok she can just pee and poop on the carpet! Oh it’s ok I’ll just double feed her before I leave…..

Even after I asked her “ should I take the dog with me?”

So my focus has been getting the dog out of there. Every time I get her ready! The stoner chick finds some way to fuck it up! Not for her of course but for me!

Most recent incident? Last time home! The nasty evil woman packed her shit, told me she was leaving and went!

Then I’m working on the trees and am served a restraining order! Which is odd cus for 3 weeks she kept telling me, “ we need to talk, or I’ve been trying to talk to you”. Yet all I am hearing is dial tone and silence!

Yet Not just a normal restraining order but one that is so open for interpretation that there might as well not be one at all!

But the fact that I was already starting to rebuild after she moved out. Comes in, kicks me out and tells me it’s all your fault! Really is a mother fucker, aint it! really goes to show how fucked people really are!

If she had even spent a minut amount of time on me like she is trying to win this divorce! We wouldn’t be divorcing! Figure that one out!

As of right now, ive given up all hope on the dog, the house and my shit! Even the cop said, “ unless you can get that shit out of here. You’re basically fucked!”

Now, if I had known this was going to happen. I wouldn’t have spent my days off dealing with the tree! Trying to beautify the house in case we sell it! Nope, I’de have spent my time off dealing with getting my gear out of there! See how this works?

I’m so far impressed she hasn’t had one of her “ online friends” in the social media chat boards she’s on. Start spoofing my ip and sending her nasty texts or emails!

Don’t worry I’m sure she will eventually! Why do you think I spent so much money on that internet firewall appliance? Refused to give her the WiFi password except for her tv? Then only giving it to her by actually setting it up for her?

How do you think all the previous incarnations of my WiFi wall were all trashed? From the inside……

So what’s the moral of the story?

Fuck if I know, but I do know I have posted zero details about what she is doing. Either on social media, chat boards or group texts…..

From what I’m seeing and hearing! She can’t say the same…..

This was the article I……

Jotted down before I left the house! You people should read this!

Oddly I found this link using what I jotted down! “ I am not responsible for your mental health issues!” Which led me to that Reddit post and then to this website…..

https://montarebehavioralhealth.com/resources/spouse-with-mental-illness/#:~:text=People%20with%20mental%20illness%20are,distressing%20symptoms%20or%20getting%20treatment.

https://montarebehavioralhealth.com/resources/spouse-with-mental-illness/#:~:text=People%20with%20mental%20illness%20are,distressing%20symptoms%20or%20getting%20treatment.