Sorry…..

The tick TikTok’s where I’m sitting on my bed playing guitar in my bedroom. I was so mocking my future ex-wife!

I couldn’t get the crusty shiny look all over my skin, but I got every other mannerism down!

Then, after seeing her today, I was just sure that we could do this civilized. I’m finding I really don’t want to see her ever again! I even shockedmyself with that realization.

2 things…..

I’m just watching the harassment by proxy the cockroaches are putting on for social media!

The fam all know my number! If any of them gave a shit about me or the dog. They would have called within the last 3 months…..

Don’t ever forget that!

Coming up on…..

3 months! I notice all those problems are still there!

Only difference from then and now is, the guy y’all kept blaming them on, isn’t there anymore…..

Matter of fact, he is chilling with pup pup. Trying to decide which fake plant he wants at the top of the stairs!

Do I go with a fake fern or fake bamboo plant?

Bwoop bwoop!

Ahhh yes, yes, yes

This use to be my place to relax and enjoy time home! This is also the room that the soon to be x old lady would let the dog poop and pee in! As you can see, the heavy pee stains and dried dog poop still on the floor!

I had to stop using that room as the smell of ammonia was far too intense for me! After cleaning the carpets myself multiple times!

Not only was that unfair to the dog! It was unfair for everyone who lives in that house! It was to the point she was incapable of putting in any effort for anything!

I love to cook, I would always try to make meals at least once every time home! she was always to tired or didn’t feel like cooking! Yet if I said, let’s go out to dinner! She would be dressed and out the door before I finished that sentence!

Oddly she would never eat anything I made for us or the kids! ( my guess she was worried I would do to her food as she did to mine! )

She gave up years ago! I gave up 4 months ago!

I’m sure all of you have a story like this….. all I can say is, drugs are bad! Drugs are bad, people….

There is at least 1 good thing! I won’t have to put up the Christmas tree this year! As no one in the house ever took it down from last year…..

Starting to see the reason I’ve been so busy when I go home? Yup, like usual, I’m the only one doing anything to fix years of neglect! It’s now my home and it will be done my way! The right way!

Sad part is, all anyone had to do was take the dog for a walk every day! She has no problem going overnight without pooping or peeing on the carpets!

That simple thing was far too difficult, I guess……

Oh you didn’t…..

Think the x wife would take on the responsibility of the dog for my last month on the road did you?

Nah, her new life is far too important to worry about anything from her old life!

Me and the dog will survive! We always do!

Awwww the stress…..

Finally caught up to me last night! Passed out at around 1800 last night!

I spent most of the time after court trying to put my finger on what the fuck it was that made her “ off”?

There was something not quite right with the woman! It wasn’t something for the better. It was something for the worse! I noticed it the last time I saw her. I noticed it again when I saw here today!

I just can’t quit put my finger on what it is that is making me say this!

The one thing I should have brought up in court was. If she is under the influence of all this thc vape while spending time with her grandkids?

That’s the only question I wished I would have asked!

Everything else she proved for me! The paranoia, the anger, the greed….. oh and of course the “ how it is all my fault……”

Ya gotta love divorces huh?

Either way, the judge dropped the entire restraining order. So yea!

See ya!

I hope one…

Ream of paper is enough? I got an awful lot of chat logs to download and print.!

Luckily, when I bought the new printer, I bought an extra thing of ink, so I’m good there…

Nah, I’m good

You trolls can scurry back to your holes!

Most of all, y’all should mind our fucking business for once. Instead of trying to find a new angle to troll people with…..

the problem is you people are so fucking miserable with your own lives that you want to suck as many others in with you as you possibly can get. Misery loves company, remember……

Only problem is is I refuse to be in fucking misery. I’ve kind of grown accustomed to this life of not being chastised for saying hello on the phone. Not being accused of being the reason for everybody else is fucking problems. Not being told of what new mental illness you think I have this week……

So remember the longer you wait, the better the chance the other one ain’t coming back. Cause I know I’m really starting to enjoy this life!

Most of all, why would you chase after people who have consistently year after year after year told you “you’re the problem“?

When in reality all your actually doing is working your fucking ass off so they can have a life you never had…..

See the thing is….

The old Lady moved out! She packed her shit and said she was leaving!

Then the following month I started getting new furniture. Started cleaning up the house. Started again doing yard work!

Then I get a knock from the sheriff with a restraining order. Not any restraining order but a restraining order giving her access back to the house!

My guess my daughter’s mother in law came for a week to see the grandkids and the wife had no where to stay!

So now I’m fucked, the house was set up for me. Not her! As she said she moved out! So she wasn’t hooked into the alarm, the door locks, nothing!

Here is the funny part, all she had to do was actually talk to me! I would have either set her up or given her motel money! Yet in her haste to win the divorce, she took the low road!

My guess she realized how badly she fucked up with all the shit she had done the previous months!

My guess her thc addiction and narcissistic tendencies/ control freak over took her thought process and all she could be was rejected and mad!

So unless she bellies up to the bar and actually talks or we let this ride and see where it ends up…..

I’m at the point of not being in any hurry now! Whether the divorce happens next week or 2 years from now! I could care less! I have found the path I’m going to take and time has no factor in it!

Meaning, it doesn’t have to happen today or tomorrow! I got plenty of time…..

If she wishes to expedite the process that’s all on her…..

Don’t worry lady! You don’t have to worry that I will actually tell the kids what you have done the last few months!

Unlike you, I won’t be trying to influence there opinion of you! That’s definitely something you can’t say…..

Oh it’s tough, but I’ll survive! I just wish this would have happened sooner! So like her dad, I would have had time to start over and make a new family!

One who actually gave a shit about the guy who worked his mother fucking ass off so they could have a good life…..

I’ll just chalk it off to living an actual life……

Besides, I got this shorty here who shows me unconditional love and disgust all at the same time! 😉 ( pictured above! )

Talk to……

My official divorce attorney today.

I wonder if she’s married? Cause she sounds like a person you could definitely have a conversation with. You wouldn’t have to worry about her having to pop a hit off her THC vape for whatever her ailment of the week was, in the middle of the conversation!

Anyhoot! She basically spent an hour telling me what I already knew. Answered a few questions I didn’t know. actually gave me a little bit of hope that there might be life after 31 years of misery……

Y’all wave buh-by to the trash queen!

P.s. maybe she can get her little Internet friends to pitch in so she can afford a lawyer?

Better yet, maybe she can get her woke psychology, son-in-law, to give her the money?

Are you high bro……

I told the ex old lady I don’t wanna be within 50 fucking miles of her. It’s only been five days since this shit has started and she’s already fucking lied. Multiple times!

I’m not giving her any chances to fucking lie some more…..

No, man…..

I’m just doing my thing! I can tell the stress is getting to me! I’m sick af! To the point I’m actually going To pay for a shower…..

This whole experience is reaffirming to anyone who is anti social! That anti social is the way to be! If you had trust issues before! Oh you will definitely have trust issues after!

You thought your significant other was a bitch, cunt, whore, cockroach, looser, asshole, mother fucker, cocksucker before! Just wait, you will think much worse of them after!

What is the big issue this week? The dog! Ok the dog has been the issue this whole time! Last month she would let the dog sit in the house 24 -26+ hours no food, not being let outside and then telling me. Oh, it’s ok she can just pee and poop on the carpet! Oh it’s ok I’ll just double feed her before I leave…..

Even after I asked her “ should I take the dog with me?”

So my focus has been getting the dog out of there. Every time I get her ready! The stoner chick finds some way to fuck it up! Not for her of course but for me!

Most recent incident? Last time home! The nasty evil woman packed her shit, told me she was leaving and went!

Then I’m working on the trees and am served a restraining order! Which is odd cus for 3 weeks she kept telling me, “ we need to talk, or I’ve been trying to talk to you”. Yet all I am hearing is dial tone and silence!

Yet Not just a normal restraining order but one that is so open for interpretation that there might as well not be one at all!

But the fact that I was already starting to rebuild after she moved out. Comes in, kicks me out and tells me it’s all your fault! Really is a mother fucker, aint it! really goes to show how fucked people really are!

If she had even spent a minut amount of time on me like she is trying to win this divorce! We wouldn’t be divorcing! Figure that one out!

As of right now, ive given up all hope on the dog, the house and my shit! Even the cop said, “ unless you can get that shit out of here. You’re basically fucked!”

Now, if I had known this was going to happen. I wouldn’t have spent my days off dealing with the tree! Trying to beautify the house in case we sell it! Nope, I’de have spent my time off dealing with getting my gear out of there! See how this works?

I’m so far impressed she hasn’t had one of her “ online friends” in the social media chat boards she’s on. Start spoofing my ip and sending her nasty texts or emails!

Don’t worry I’m sure she will eventually! Why do you think I spent so much money on that internet firewall appliance? Refused to give her the WiFi password except for her tv? Then only giving it to her by actually setting it up for her?

How do you think all the previous incarnations of my WiFi wall were all trashed? From the inside……

So what’s the moral of the story?

Fuck if I know, but I do know I have posted zero details about what she is doing. Either on social media, chat boards or group texts…..

From what I’m seeing and hearing! She can’t say the same…..

Actually…..

I contacted my old attorney to see if he wanted to do the divorce. Told him what was up and he’s the one that said, “ you should contest the restraining order!”

Now when I was a kid, this guy and his cohorts in crime got my ass out of trouble a couple times! he is good and so are his cohorts! so when he says do something, I do it!

So I took his advice! As of right now I’m dealing with 2 lawyers! 1 for the restraining order and one for the divorce!

I just want this shit over with! I’m tired, I’m tired of being the scapegoat for everyone else’s problems! I’m tired of being shot on for being dad!

I was just thinking, ya know I have not had one of my kids or my wife just ask, “ so how you doing today?”

Man, it’s time to get on with life and find someone who actually cares about me enough to even ask that question!

Cus honestly all I seam to be is the paycheck and the guy who does all the work on the house…..

Welp, I gotta find me a new bitch to fuck so, see ya!