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As I am about this message? So I dropped my placard hazmat load. They had no empties and they had no idea when they would have empties available.
So when I accepted this load, I had enough hours to deliver on time. Yet the 300+ bobtail miles hunting in empty took those hours away. So then you have me bobtail to pick up this load and now I don’t have the hours to deliver by the 27th!
So you had to change delivery to the 28th? So are you blaming me or are you blaming yourself? Because during all this, I even told you, I might not have the hours to deliver to do all this?
Is it also my fault that you don’t know where you’re fucking equipment is and it’s status?
So I still don’t understand is it my fault this load is gonna be late or is it your fault the load‘s gonna be late?
Cause I know I’m pushing the hardest I can but I don’t have the hours to be there by the 27th? I also know I have to be somewhere at a certain time and this load is the only one you tell me you have? So once again, is it my fault or your fault I don’t get it?